looks like recently i've had done something wrong n makes my friends angry with me. i know it's my fault cause i'm the person who always so undecided n easily changed my mind. that's y i've caused my friend angry with me. just like the incident when my friend told me that he will be going malacca next week. then i also ask him whether i can join them or not but suddenly i changed my mind n told him that i can't join them anymore. then my friend angry with me n said y i always changed my mind so quickly? y suddenly said 1 n suddenly changed my mind said don't 1 so quickly? i know is my fault but i do really not have the intention 2 be like this. i suddenly think of 1 going malacca is because i wish that i can see the guy that i love when i'm in malacca. but after i think about it sometime d, i've deceided that i don't go malacca is better. since i have promised my previous roommate that i will be going back penang together with her. hence, i will follow my previous roommate's car back penang together n will not going 2 malacca. this is because in the previous time i've planned 2 go malacca n wish that i can go his house n can stay together with him at his house. unfortunately, this plan is failed because my parents didn't allow me 2 go n also understands y my parents didn't allow me 2 go. it's 4 my own good when they didn't allow me 2 go cause they know i have a lot of things didn't do yet n also have a lot of quiz n test need 2 study. therefore, it is also good 4 me 2 stay in the hostel 2 have enough time 2 rest although my assignments haven't finish n my test n quiz haven't studied. it's all because of my plan of going 2 malacca has failed, that's y i also did not have the mood 2 go malacca anymore. it's because of this, that's y i just told my friend that i can't join him but my friend seems like angry with me n i'm really sad when he's angry with me. wish he can forgive me that i do really not purposely 2 always changed my mind so quickly.